Something I need to get off my chest:
Dear Friend,
I’m not sorry that I feel this way about a boy. I’m sorry you think it is annoying that I talk about it, I’m sorry you think I should just shut my feelings down because we are only around these people for a few more weeks. I know this is the worst timing, the most inconvenient person to feel this for, but you know what? I’m just glad that I can still feel these things for someone after all the things I’ve had to deal with. I’m happy it is possible for my butterflies to flitter around once in a while, for my heart to skip a beat every so once in a while, for my smile to be stuck on my face-immovable and embarrassing as it may be, and for my face to turn red and bashful eyes down. So listen- I know what I’m feeling is so stupid and inconvenient and absolutely ridiculous. I know I should know better and not give a fuuuuuck but yeah well…I do. So you are just going to have to deal with that fact, I hate it too. Screw feelings man…
Sincerely,
Your Amiga
